what a day!

I woke early this morning and was worshipping God. I knew nothing better than to draw close in HIS presence. I just wanted to be CLOSE and intimate with God. Though feeling abit down and tired, I chose to just dwell and stay in HIS presence. I asked God why do I feel the way I feel? From what I have observed from yesterday. He said, daughter, the world may deem you something else from What I see, but YOU will always be my daughter whom I dearly love. If you would just hang in me a little bit more, things are going to work out according as planned.

I was really discouraged when somebody I tried to invite for yesterday's bbq, as well as today's service could not turn up. But God says ALWAYS REMEMBER TO LOOK TO ME, AND NOT MAN. I knew better in my heart to not live according to cicumstances, but LEAVE according to circumstances.ANd live above and beyond circumstances!

Oh well, the future's really so amazing.I just wonder who's going to be my husband, who will lead me deeper into God and fend me from the physical attacks, love me so deeply as I would, yet teach me as I grow and move along in life. And above of these nicks in life, his love remains deeply in Jesus Christ.

God just surprises me everytime i'm sad and down. hahas. so wonderful. I love Jesus and i Love people, And i LOVE life! :) Forever!


But anyway, I just realized, I'm so random! :)