blown away! ! !
Boy!
Its monday and I have to start LIVING ! haha.
I think yesterday was really powerful. Somehow, I felt lifted in my Spirit. What pastor said to me really encouraged me. Though i may not have been the best person to take the stage, but i know that I gave my best for God, and I chose to glorify His name through my testimony than to speak well and proper on stage and carry no presence of God. i was also pretty amazed at what God has done for me. Truely, he has heard my cry. now, even as I type my word, I can vividly recall the events that took place so quickly I had no time to think it through careflly.
I received a call from denise like on thursday when i happened 2b writing my testimony for BMT(A) again. When I picked that call, I had a ball of mixed emotions.I did not know if I should be happy, or nervous. I knew that it was my chance to proclaim the good news for Christ, yet I was really afraid I would forget about Godand snatch His glory. i sometimes really fear having my name mentioned on the pulpit. My heart would thump harder if I hear my name. I guess i'm really a shy person, yet, when I felt low, God reminded me that faith is not fearing and feeling nervous. i knew I had to do something if God wanted to use me.
Thus, despite the fact that I have been pretty apart from God for sometime, but still clinging on to Him, and his promises, I started to see how God actually promotes one person. I mean, just when everybody to expect one thing to happen, the total opposite occurs instead. i must say that God really is God and he has His plans and ways of working. i don't think anyone could ever fathom how great God is.
Now the testimony is over, pastors words ring over and over again in mind mind and heart. The first statement he made was 'i can feel the anointing' to me, that was the best compliment I had ever received from pastor. That was exactly what i prayed for when i fasted a few days back, and just before service and my testimony to make sure that the presence of God befell on me. For his reason that is why I stood on stage. Another thing I really prayed for and desired for was to really set the platform for the next person to further pull down God's presence, so that God can work through the hearts. To me, setting the platform for my pastor meant a lot. That is why i really prayed so hard to have that connectionn with pastor How and Pastor Lia. I love my pastors, and I will never trade them away. since the day i set my heart to stay in HOGC, I have promised God that i'll be faithful to the man and woman of God, and no matter how the world may see HOGC, I will proudly declare that I belong to that church, and I serve pastors, and please Jesus.
Today, i received an unexpected sms from Chew. It says this: "Hi guys! There's leaders' meeting with Ivan this sat, 11pm to 1pm. Pls take note! Pls reply (: Cc: Samantha"
when i read it, I was like WOW! okays, God, is this for real? I asked the Lord, God was like: you can pinch yourself. I was totally blown away. MY! i'm included in this meeting!so exciting! I must GROW GROW GROW!!! I must not let God, Pastors, Charleston, ivan or Samantha down. With that, I leave my post here having a pre-made decision in heart and mind, that is to remain faithful to the course. to live life right! :)
Love,
Hannah 2.0
>> Love God, Love People, Love Life!
Its monday and I have to start LIVING ! haha.
I think yesterday was really powerful. Somehow, I felt lifted in my Spirit. What pastor said to me really encouraged me. Though i may not have been the best person to take the stage, but i know that I gave my best for God, and I chose to glorify His name through my testimony than to speak well and proper on stage and carry no presence of God. i was also pretty amazed at what God has done for me. Truely, he has heard my cry. now, even as I type my word, I can vividly recall the events that took place so quickly I had no time to think it through careflly.
I received a call from denise like on thursday when i happened 2b writing my testimony for BMT(A) again. When I picked that call, I had a ball of mixed emotions.I did not know if I should be happy, or nervous. I knew that it was my chance to proclaim the good news for Christ, yet I was really afraid I would forget about Godand snatch His glory. i sometimes really fear having my name mentioned on the pulpit. My heart would thump harder if I hear my name. I guess i'm really a shy person, yet, when I felt low, God reminded me that faith is not fearing and feeling nervous. i knew I had to do something if God wanted to use me.
Thus, despite the fact that I have been pretty apart from God for sometime, but still clinging on to Him, and his promises, I started to see how God actually promotes one person. I mean, just when everybody to expect one thing to happen, the total opposite occurs instead. i must say that God really is God and he has His plans and ways of working. i don't think anyone could ever fathom how great God is.
Now the testimony is over, pastors words ring over and over again in mind mind and heart. The first statement he made was 'i can feel the anointing' to me, that was the best compliment I had ever received from pastor. That was exactly what i prayed for when i fasted a few days back, and just before service and my testimony to make sure that the presence of God befell on me. For his reason that is why I stood on stage. Another thing I really prayed for and desired for was to really set the platform for the next person to further pull down God's presence, so that God can work through the hearts. To me, setting the platform for my pastor meant a lot. That is why i really prayed so hard to have that connectionn with pastor How and Pastor Lia. I love my pastors, and I will never trade them away. since the day i set my heart to stay in HOGC, I have promised God that i'll be faithful to the man and woman of God, and no matter how the world may see HOGC, I will proudly declare that I belong to that church, and I serve pastors, and please Jesus.
Today, i received an unexpected sms from Chew. It says this: "Hi guys! There's leaders' meeting with Ivan this sat, 11pm to 1pm. Pls take note! Pls reply (: Cc: Samantha"
when i read it, I was like WOW! okays, God, is this for real? I asked the Lord, God was like: you can pinch yourself. I was totally blown away. MY! i'm included in this meeting!so exciting! I must GROW GROW GROW!!! I must not let God, Pastors, Charleston, ivan or Samantha down. With that, I leave my post here having a pre-made decision in heart and mind, that is to remain faithful to the course. to live life right! :)
Love,
Hannah 2.0
>> Love God, Love People, Love Life!
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