Thank God for this day!

hmms, peace abounds within me, my life's joyful in the midst of all this chaos. Though my handphone's confiscated, I am not worried about anything now. hahs. Since that day, I decided to trust all in the Lord, I do not think that to live according to circumstances would do me any good too. After all, I did All i could, what i ought to. God will make a way even when there seems to be no way. Look , the other day, i was really down and out. I was so broken within that i decided to leave home.. hahs, but only succeeded to do so for about 8hrs or so? I went to macritchie reservoire to just plunge into God's presence and seek His guidance. Though i went back after that, which was probably about after 4-5hrs, I finally managed to pick courage up and walk on in life again. well, within, i had a great peace and security that all was well as long as I remained in jesus.

I marvelled at the beauty of Christ! the rainforest's a good place to hang out. Humbling oneself and apologising even though if i did nothing wrong really made me glad. It was the wise thing to do! :)


Anyway, through it all, I wrote a new song again! hahas. Check it out!!!

WHOM SHALL I FEAR?

time pass, i see your wonders
your holy presence, i'm looking for
forever my soul rejoices
in circumstances i draw near to you

my heart, i give to you God
broken to piecesfor your purpose
use me, a testimony, to give you glory
in all my life

Jesus, I live for Jesus
His name is jesus, my Lord and God
he never left me, He never leaves me
He's right beside me, whom shall i fear?
whom shall i fear?

< I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you. Psalm 32:8>

God, now How? now what?

So...
here, stuck with no way to go. No option but to live with the nasty things of others?
God, help me, help me, Lord, where you lead, I'll follow, where you are, I wanna be. Where you go, i'll go, just take me to where u are. I don 't belong here i really don't. tell me Lord, tell me what is going to be next. It's unbearable, its torturing, why does my heart feels like its been ripped n torn apart? why does it seems like i'm an outcast here??
Lord, Lord, hear my cry. I will not LISTEN to anyone but YOU, n You alone.

PERSERVERING

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let You go
You've taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the rock and now I know

I love You, I need You though my world may fall
I'll never let You go
My Savior, my closest Friend
I will worship You until the very end



Though my world may fall, I have set my heart on clinging to Jesus. yeah, times may not seem to be very good all the time, but yeah, I will live above and beyond circumstanes. hahas. :)

I love JESUS!!!

a setback in life

hmms,

Year 2008 came in a flash. I have no qualms against anybody, jus a little exhausted of being my TRUE CARNAL SELF. To be honest, I've not connected with God. To me, it is considered a really long time. I told myself to make that effort to do so everyday, as my new year's resolution, but since the beginning of the new year, I just brushed through my quiet time, shut off and really feel so tired. You ask me why? I seriously don't know what exactly happened to me. But I seriously feel ashamed to be called Hannah now. I don't even dare to dream about my future in God now. All confidence lost.

My leader seem to be busy most of the time. Sometimes,I feel really that she's uninterested in talking with me. But I am seriously not supposed to have such a response. There must be something deep within that wrecks me thats why I'm carrying such an attitude. However, I'm determined all the more to step out of my comfort zone. I need to grow bigger, and rely on God's strength not my own. I'm going to be humble, and learn from what's good. yeah. maybe I'm scabbed.